Botak_Hui

2010-07-31T18:32:00.003+08:00

Sry baby , i make you so sad this few days. Bt i really dont meant it de. Sometime i really want to make you happy , but i don know what to say to you. Today , was a very very bad day for me. Quarrel til very badly. Almost break up. I really don know what can i say or do much le. I think i have done my part le. I got so many to think about my mother , you and my school. I really want to study hard to get out that fucking school. But i dont know why it is so hard for me to dont get in to trobule. I really wanted to go back to school to study. Bt nw i kana suspention. Need wait til 2weeks then can study. Haiz , dont what to do now le.

2010-07-25T13:43:00.002+08:00

It have been so long i have been posting. Now with girlfriend and yisheng at my hus. Friday thank baby , Yisheng and Tricia pei me go MCYS. Have a great time with all of them. Ytd thank baby and Yisheng pei me go MCYS again. Probation is a very ma fun thing. But at least i am giving a chance to change myself to be a better person. I promise all my family , baby and friends that i wil change to be a better person. Baby and Yisheng was pei mi from friday til now. We had a great time this few days. Thank everyone who care n pei mi.
Lastly , baby i love you forever. I will never leave u. I will keep my promises to you. Baby ily , imy , iny , iwy

Tricia posting

2010-07-09T02:22:00.000+08:00

hello !
Tricia here posting for G.Jiahui !
Yup , he when in !
I miss him a lot , i think all my friend around miss him too .
I think his stead miss him more thn i miss hym bahh ,
i wish them last lonq ,
and 10 more days he will be out ,
cant wait for hym to be out ,
once he out , remember to jio him out,
Promised tht he will be free to meet you guys ,
Hope you guys will continue to miss him and care for him ,
tomorrow maybe me and eileen will be going to his house to visited his mother .
Anymore information ,
i will update more and so will eileen !
Hope you guys , will continue tagged this blog !
and make it alive ! (:

10 more days

2010-07-07T19:11:00.003+08:00

Baby, i promise to help you post your blog after you go in & now i did. I didn't break any promise i give you, hope you dont break any of your promise too & i'm trying my best to do my best le. LOL, i'll visit your family soon & talk to your mum more. Dont worry so much when you're inside, eat & sleep well alright? I miss you alot, wanted meet you & i cant visit you):! Nothing much to post, do tag before leave & make this blog alive(:

2010-06-22T15:39:00.003+08:00

Errm, Eileen here helping baby post & just done with the blogskin:D!
Haha, hope he like it & dont change anymore cos i use alot time doing!
LOL, cant meet baby today BUT tml surely will meet de & imissdiehim:c.
Currently this few days have alot quarrel all over us again, again & again):!
Will everything back to normal, hope so & few more days to our first month.
Wont be celebrate, maybe going his house ton & pei him for the whole day bah.

2010-06-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

Back hm at around 930. At benedict hus was very sian. Waitin for baby to come. Finally she msg me to cal mi go fetch her , at that time i was very happy. Whn meet til her le , we walked to BBT shop n buy BBT. Aft that wait for benedict they all to come NTUC to buy thing to go his hus to cook. Whn they reached le , thn we smoke one stick of cigg thn go in NTUC to buy thing. Buy finish thing le thn we go to benedict hus. Baby was angry wif mi for cooking for them to eat. Bt she did nt tel mi , at tt time i was very angry wif baby. Because she did nt tel mi the reason. Whn we cook finish , i cal baby to come n eat. She say don wan. Tricia ask mi , why she don wan come n eat. I say u go ask her la. She thn go ask baby wad happen? Thn baby say she eat hao le. I more angry. Aft eat le thn we go smoke. Aft tt when to grandmother hus wif baby to find my primary sch de report book , bt stil cant find. Thn i send baby to bus-stop and cab hm.

2010-06-09T12:20:00.003+08:00

Why everything is my fault , nt ur ?!?!

Everthing my fault , everything i rong. I donno hw to think. U all no. If u all reali no hw to think , u all jiu wil nt treat mi lyk tt. Always shout at mi as u all lyk , scold mi don even care hw i feel. U all the most clever de. My friends all bad one , u all de friends all good de. If u all nt happy wif mi in tis family , juz tel mi n i wil leave u all. If u all stil wan mi , thn stop treating mi lyk tt. If nt one day i wil reali leave u all n wil nv come bk.
2day mood was totally sux. Donno y i 2day de mood lyk tt. Shouted at my mother quite a few times. Cos i reali cant stand her shout. It fucking irratrating. Haiz. Dear haven wake up. Waiting for her to msg mi. No mood to post le. BYE!

2010-06-05T17:00:00.004+08:00

My unhappy birthday

Ytd was my birthday. Actually should be a wonderful day for mi. Bt end up , it was a bad day for mi. I juz don wan to contiune stay at tis hus ani more. I cant take it le. It was very hurt n it was very hard for mi to don go out. Cos at tis hus , i gt nth to do. Wad i can do is onli watch tv , eat and slp. This type of life who can take it ? Bt my mother juz don understand mi. I juz donno wad i can do ani more. I have been trying to let my mother happy. Bt i juz donno wad my mother wan mi to do. I donno wad she lyk is b cos we have been apart for so mani years. Finally can be together agn. Bt tis type of thing happen. U all think i m nt hurt? Pls i m a human too. I oso gt feeling man. I m reali regret for wad i have done. I promise i wil change. Bt change nid lots of time. Who have gib mi the chance to change. U all keep saying tt u all gib mi chance. Yah , u all gib mi chance bt nt the time. If i bo time , hw can i change? u all go think abt it ba. I oso gt nth to say le.

2010-06-02T14:50:00.009+08:00

Nothing will break us apart

Dear, helped you to update & change the song as you wanted me to do.
Haha, i had just quarrel with you & hope you understand what i thinking.
Time will prove to you everything that i'm right & you're worng alright:D!

To my dearest Dear:
You said you love me, you did prove to me & sometime i'm sorry to hurt you. I dont mean it, what peini said are really right & some words i say its hurt you but you didn't say out. Next time i promise to think of you, put myself in your shoe before i say anything & hurt you alright. Rmb our promise too, nothing break us apart & i may not have feeling with you now but i'm sure that the feeling will be back soon. Give me, you & us sometime to overcome this alright? You mum dont let you go out cos scare you at outside got case again, she cared you o much & you always rude to her. You always say me, didn't listen to parent & rude to parent but now you're doing it when i trying to change. Why i can change to understand my family, change my attiuude & let them happy but why you cant? Everything, everytime you do you didn't think of the result & who the one who suffer? Me, your family & your friends. You told me your case date change to july, i was so worry again that you will go in or what & you told me not to worry. I may seen not worry, in my heart everyday also worried & why? Cos i dont want you to go in, dont want to lose you & cant meet you. You know how much i suffer, how much i put in this rs & you you seen like dont care. I do show attitude too, i tried to control & didn't i? Why cant you control, stay at home more & be guai abit? Hais, idk what else can i say le & hope you understand me abit.

2010-05-31T11:19:00.002+08:00

i hope u wil nt msg mi animore 150509 wil the worst day i ever had... i choose the rong girl... i was very regret.... n i choose tis girl i have hurt til mani ppl... i m sry to those ppl whom i have hurt... nw in my heart onli gt eileen tan... ng suhui was juz a rubbish to mi... i hate die her... hope tt ng suhui wil nt fan mi animore...

2010-05-30T03:50:00.003+08:00

slacking at ben hus wif girlfriend and friends... nw posting wif girlfriend beside mi.... and mi n ben cook for everyone to eat.... it was a 5 star restaurant food... mi n ben cook til we liu han til siao.... bt very happy..... nw girlfriend wan mi to post til siao... cos so mani day bo post liao... nw very tired stil wan cal mi post... haha... so siian nth to rite..

2010-05-01T12:10:00.002+08:00

What is pain ?

Pain is like a wounded dove

Falling from the sky

And like a mockingbird

Witnessing a lie

Like waves crashing from the sea

And stormy clouds and misery

Distracting as love's first strike

And hurt as bad as a knife

Like a sunset on a sunny day

And the moonlight going away

Like a starving man's last bite

And a dying girl's last night

No relief and no rest

From the perservering pest

That eats away at your soul

And leave you alone forevermore

That is pain

of that there is no doubt

Can love be the only way out?

2010-04-27T17:58:00.005+08:00

3 EASIEST WAY TO DIE:
1. Puff a cigarette daily
- you’ll die 10 years early
2. Drink alcohol daily
- you’ll die 30 years early
3. Love someone who doesn’t love you back
- you’ll die daily